Okay so all I'm gonna really say here is just that, things have gotten exponentially worse in my life once again and I need to take another posting hiatus to get a better handle on it all, I don't have any sort of ETA on my return (I never do who am I kidding lol) but its likely gonna be a long while again because ideally it'll, probably be once I move out into a safer environment, which is obviously gonna take some time. Again I'm not gonna get into details but I'll be fine sooner rather than later don't worry, I've wormed my way out of worse.
Hoping anyone who sees this takes care of themselves while I'm gone.. and is overall having a better time than me in general to be honest, and if not I hope things get better soon.
Peace out, I'll be back, this isn't gonna take me out that easily.