HEY IM BACK
So like, okay, i know it said in my bio i'd be coming back when life improved but in fact it actually did the exact opposite! So i decided why the fuck just keep waiting, and for the cliffnotes on what the hell has happened to me in the past almost-two-years:
(If you dont care about this part thats fine lol just scroll to the next line amen)
- -Entered a polycule, girlfriend cheated on me for best friend, entered polycule again, boyfriend of 5 years who was with me through all of that and more broke up with me via GOOGLE DOC, other boyfriend was barely present ever until I had a breakdown about it, entered polycule again the same day I left him, girlfriend leaves us for other best friend and his girlfriend within like a couple months, no I cannot make this any simpler than a full paragraph, trust me I tried
- -Found out mother was a sex offender while at the doctors for a uti of all places
- -Was "softly" kicked out by said mother literally like a month after turning 18
- -Now under the roof of grandparents who are so clearly sick of me and treat me like I'm "just like my father"
- -Physical health has been in active decline and I can only stand and walk for like 15 minutes maximum among numerous other issues
- -Plans to try and move out with my boyfriend's family and keep as little contact with my family as possible keep getting shoved further back due to constant back to back situations on both ends
- -The most minor possible inclusion here but my computer is also starting to shit itself, primarily the keyboard and speakers I've had since 2012, and I kinda just have to sit with it
- -Too many continuous interpersonal dramas to even list if it was even worth bringing up to begin with (which it really isnt, im not one of those people im not 13 anymore lol)
AND FOR THE PROJECTS RELATED NEWS for like the 5 people who care
After being kicked out I decided for the sake of my already dwindling mental health to put Wacksiders on yet another development hiatus until further notice, as trying to work on a comic based on the hometown I loved and might never be able to return to, as well as based heavily on the things that happened to me in that same town, was way too much for me to deal with at the moment. Onycraft isn't going away though trust me, you will not even pry that ugly ass man from my cold dead hands.
On the other hand though, this has now opened the door for an infinitely larger passion (and autism) driven endeavor instead!
For the past several months since last July I've been constantly working on a project called "The Liminevator" to try and keep myself busy despite the horrors, the majority of info for it is squared away on a somewhat messy tumblr blog and a dedicated strawpage site right now (as well as toyhouse of course) but im hoping someday i can eventually set up something way better, may my inability to code be damned to hell forever
That should be all for now I think, it feels good to be back I missed this place, get ready for sooo much backlogged art for a while LOL. Ive got so much planned and im hoping it all can come to fruition despite all the mess